Tonight's Insight

Tonight, as I sit talking to friends, I am currently confronted with tears. Another cloak of ignorance have been removed from my eyes! I have been given a knowledge of what I truly fear. I knew my fear had something to do with society, because, let us face it, most of our fears are caused by some aspect of society. Is it not? Often people have told me that I fear what people will think about me.

I have constantly fought this idea because I genuinely feel that I could care less what people think about me. People think many things about many people and it would be rather foolish to concern yourself with every aspect of what people think. It becomes quite tiresome! However, I now understand... it is not what people think that I fear.

I fear what people will not think. Will they not think I am who I desire to be? That is my fear. That's what stops me from pursuing that true happiness. Yes!

That's the new tear filled insight for tonight.

Loving to Dwell,
Ae'Jay Mitchell